I can't sleep. I didn't drink *any* coffee or cola today.
It's really cold. Both my heaters are broken.
I have rugby at 9:45, I'm still not sure if I'm going to sleep or just stay up until then.
I opened my blinds a few hours ago, thinking that if I went to sleep the sun would wake me up so I wasn't late. Now I'm not sure that I'll wake up from the sun if I do fall asleep.
I tried reading, but I couldn't stop, I'd be reading until the sun was up if I didn't force myself to put the book down. My eye's weren't getting heavy and closing. In fact, I don't think that even happens to me anymore. When I was a kid I could 'read myself to sleep', but now I just keep reading until I get bored.
I can't bare the thought of lying on the floor for four or five hours just 'waiting' to fall asleep. Such a waste of time.
I also can't commit to 'starting' something, because I actually need to go to sleep soon.
So, I thought I'd just write about my dilema.
I'm actually doing some 'house keeping' here, moving files around, doing backups and stuff. At least it's something useful.
Meh.
John.